Things are changing rapidly. A lot happens in this chapter.
The strain on Lance's and Trent's friendship is getting resolved, but it also flares up in different ways. In real life, that isn't necessarily uncommon. When there is an emotional wound, it doesn't just completely go away.
A big turning point is Trent's own place. Being on your own is an unusual feeling. I didn't get to have an actual place of my own until I was in my mid-30s. I always shared an apartment or a house with someone. I was fine with that. But having my own place — and being able to live my true life — that was a real signpost. Whether I was with family or with friends, it was always sharing a place with someone straight.
With summers off (as a teacher), I spent several weeks with a new love — long distance. That was huge. It was tricky to explain to a conservative family — to whom I was not "out." Eventually, it led to a place of my own. Financially, it is a real trick to pull off the first time, not to mention scary.
I loved it.
For a gay person, there is probably an additional layer of freedom that many people don't experience.
The end of the chapter scares Trent, and rightfully so. This is just the beginning. Stay tuned for the next chapter — everything changes.
When Trent got the call from the bar to come collect Lance, I was almost sure it would be the police calling to inform him that Lance had committed suicide. A powerful chapter. It's good to hear that Trent's dad is trying to come to terms with the situation.
ReplyDeleteWhat an incredible chapter. Cannot say wonderful because Lance is traveling a terrible road. BUT you handled it beautifully. Thanks.
ReplyDeleteChapter 29 was sad and wonderful.
ReplyDeleteI know you are fond of Lance. It will take time for him to recognize that he needs help.
Wonderful reading...thank you once again.